If I were a lesbian..

I would sooo attack her :P Radeo is soo fucking sexy!

Im a dumbass

I really am..Im sick of being treated like Im invisible unless you want something. Just tired of everything and wonder why I put so much feeling and caring into it when it doesn't feel like Im getting it back anymore :/ someone slap the shit outta me please

Slacking again..

Been exactly a whole month since I've blogged..need to change that. Things are going ok for me..He isn't speaking to me..again. One day he will realize what he's doing..I hope.

Work is better, we got more hours so Im back to full time in 2 weeks. YAY =] Ive also been taking all my meds like Im supposed to and I think it's actually helping a lot. I can definitely feel a difference now. On the downside (if you really consider it a downside) I have been drinking more. No more than 2 mixed drinks a day and it's not every day, so I don't consider it to be THAT bad.