Tuesday, March 15, 2011

I suck so bad

I can't believe it's been over a year since my last blog :O I always say I'm going to blog more blah blah blah and something always happens and I forget..sigh..well..THIS time I mean it ;)

Bella is growing sooo fast :O and Amanda is getting married to Ken on June 3rd. I'm so happy for her and only wish my dad was still here to walk her down the aisle :( I have been thinking about him every day and still hurts so bad that he's not here. 2 more months and it will be a year that he's been gone. Its still seems like yesterday and I'd do anything to have him back right now. I don't know if it's ever going to get easier.

This year was the one year that I loved Valentine's day :) Mahir had flowers delivered to me! I was so happy and so surprised! Then a few weeks later he sent me a pink saphire ring with diamonds on the side :P I LOVE it and it's a perfect fit! He's amazing <3 He is always doing something to make me smile :) I will meet him one day!

Ok..enough rambling..I will be blogging more..promise :P