He thinks it's panic attacks so he prescribed Ativan..which is habit forming so I need to make sure I only take it when needed. He would have liked to run more tests to see if it was something else but with my lack of insurance it was nearly impossible to do. I hate my job for that. Healthcare should be free for all. So he upped my Prozac too..maybe that will help me get out of this funk and stop me from crying all the time.
Still haven't spoken to him much lately...I see his posts on others and think of the smile it would bring to my face if he would pay me as much attention as he does others. It's been brought up before but I guess he forgot. I have off today and it would be a great day to skype..of course there are always reasons to why we can't now. Wish he were back in Saudi :/
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