Breakfast at Amandas was nice..mom was really surprised with her iPad gift :) I love my family but I was doing everything I possibly could to just not break down and cry. Pretending to be happy all the time takes a lot of effort :/
It's almost been 2 weeks :( seems a lot longer though. I wish things could go back to the way they used to be..when I used to be important to him :( It only took one wall post or a text message from him to make me smile and feel like I mattered. I know he cares about me..just feels different now.
I slept most of the day away yesterday and it's only 2:30pm and Im trying to keep my eyes open :S I don't wanna waste this day away too :/
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