so lazy..

Ok..so I had 4 days off and did absolutely nothing :O all this lack of sleep is running me down. Today, I didn't get up til almost 5pm! Yeah, 5pm! I guess I need to make myself go to bed earlier or take a sleeping pill. Something has to work. Now I'm on for 10days straight on Monday..but soon I'll have 9days off and I DO plan on doing something while I'm off lol

Went out to dinner with the family the other night..of course I had to have an argument with my dad. If someone isn't arguing with him then it's not normal. I definitely get my temper 100% from him! Just wish we could have ONE meal where someone wasn't bitching about something..I can dream, can't I? LOL Other than the argument..dinner was good. Bella was pigging out on some chips and salsa and could have drank her weight in sprite..if we let her :P I still can't believe she's growing up so fast :(

Soooo I was writing some stuff in my other journal and wrote this..no laughing -_-

Steady thoughts run through my mind..
Always wandering, always searching.
Never finding that place of peace,
Never allowing my head to rest.
Thinking back to alll the simple things,
The ones that meant so much.
My soul is tired, my heart is weak..
My body waits patiently, for what I cannot have.
Always yearning for that endless sleep.

I was playing with Fathey's pics :P