I need to win the lotto

I really do! I would share..I promise! Have you ever written down what you would spend the millions on if you won? lol I do it all the time.  I just want to not have to ever worry about money again lol buy a new house..a car or 2..travel and meet all the awesome people on FB and definitely share some too. But of course nobody like me ever wins..ever :/ It must be a conspiracy! Geez, I'm so tired I sound retarded lol G'mornight xx