And the more I think about it..the more it makes perfect sense :) I had a threesome once so it's not like I've never been with a woman...and all the lesbians I know have great relationships with no daily fights. Thats what I want..a relationship with no fighting..or at least not stupid fights and be ignored for days :( Sick of being invisible.
I think I need to slow down on the vicodin too..I have a script for valid reasons but lately I've been taking them just to feel good. Beats being sad or depressed..just makes you not feel. I know it can lead to bigger problems but I promised Tesh I'd slow down..and I will. Just makes me feel better. In fact..I took one with my headache meds a lil while ago and the pain is gone and I am mellow and not really feeling anything right now.
I thought this year was going to be better than the last...I was sure wrong
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