Someone cut my credit cards

I can't believe I spent $150 on fucking curtains :O :O :O at least after I paint it will look nice :) So I will have lots of before, during and after pics. I am attempting a tree mural too *fingers crossed* I hope that it turns out well :S I'm actually excited lol my first home project on my own lol Thank GOD my mom is letting me charge the paint and supplies on her Lowes card...didn't think it would cost so much pfft. So wish me luck and expect tons of pics later this week :P


ohhh Monday is Bella's birthday and I still need to get her one more thing..just don't know what to get her. She's so hard to buy for now..not a 'kid' anymore but not grown either *sighs*

Bella and her friend Hannah :)

I got flowers!

I came to work on Friday and someone told me I had flowers :P Krishna had roses delivered to me for helping to make icons for his website :) they were so pretty and I loved the attention haha

So now Im off til the 29th woohoo! I will be doing lots of painting this week and Bella's bday is on Monday (still have to get her one more gift) and Tanya's bday is next Saturday. I know I won't want to go back to work after having 10 days off :S blah I need my sugar daddy so I don't have to work lol OHHHH and one more month til my b-day! the big 4 0 :O

ugh..

I am sooo stuffed :S we all went to Olive Garden and I had salad and cheese ravioli and feel like I am about to explode lol Gonna get on the bike in a few to burn some off :P

Ok..so I have off next week and am going to paint my room and the bathroom. If I feel brave enough I will do the dining room too lol now I just have to figure out what color I want to do..I know I want a blue with chocolate curtains (Like Jen lol) and dunno about the bathroom (anything will be better than that yellow lol). So wish me luck *fingers crossed* I don't think I will do such a bad job, I mean I've painted before and how  hard can it really be lol Will definitely take before and after pics.

Had a good cry today..

I talked to Mahir today..well not 'talked' but you know. It felt good..made me cry but in a good way :) It felt like we hadn't been distant at all and I loved that. I missed him and I needed this a lot.

Yesterday was dads b-day and I had to work :( I miss him so much and just wish we could relive that night so things could have been different :(  It's just so hard to move on.

Before I start crying again Im gonna change the subject..took Bella to see Hotel Transylvania and she loved it :) it was cute. Speaking of movies :P Jen, Mackenzie, Tanya and I are going to the Twilight Marathon on 11/15 and then seeing the last part of Breaking Dawn...over 12 hours at the theater lol we are crazy

Moms surprise party went well :)

She definitely had no clue :P I thought it turned out well and the twins were as cute as ever :) wish daddy could have been here for it :( I know she was missing him so much..especially with his birthday coming up next weekend.

LOL Bella is spending the night and drooling all over my pillows! She talks in her sleep too and is farting up a storm haha. Ugh she's growing up soo fast :( I want her to stay a kid forever :/

Allergies suck ass

They really do lol tired of sneezing, having watery eyes, itchy throat, etc..blah it makes me whiny lol So be warned!

Mama's birthday dinner at PF Changs was nice..Bella's dying to tell her about the surprise party on Saturday lol Here's a few pics from the night..me and my horrible double chin ugh..my sister needs to learn to take pics from a higher angle lol

Off for the weekend..5am now so I guess I need to carry my ass to bed *yawns* g'mornight