I keep saying I'm going to keep up with this and I never do. It's like my New Years resolutions lol
So much has changed..I left my job at Walgreens and am now working at Remedi Sr Care. I like the job and most of the people ;) I do miss my Walgreens family and the regulars (definitely not Lance). But it was a much needed change. Remedi has it's share of drama too, but for the most part it's fun...depending on which pharmacist is working :)
Bella has changed sooo much! She's going to be 15 this year! Can you believe it?! I can't and it scares me that she's going to be driving next year too!

This is from David's wedding

I also got a puppy last year :) Miley..she's been a handful (and one of the biggest dogs I've had) but she is just the sweetest dog ever!

How could you NOT fall in love with that face and those ears :P poor thing walked like a baby giraffe because of her big paws lol Everyone falls in love with her when they meet her!

Daisy had some surgery last September and hasn't been the same since :( losing weight and having accidents. Almost wish we wouldn't have done the surgery now.

This was before the surgery and now she's confined to a baby play yard most of the day :( I'm hoping she will have many more years though, it would just kill my mom if she died :(

Sooo...me...still haven't found my sugar daddy and am not really looking either. I think I've gotten used to being alone and just being happy that way. I don't spend that much time online like I used to and don't speak to Mahir at all anymore. Not that I haven't tried, more that he doesn't want to I guess. It hurt but if he wants to throw our friendship away, that's his choice. I've moved on and blocked him everywhere...out of sight...out of mind. Hopefully he'll realize one day..hopefully.

So I'm thinking of cutting my hair shorter again. I'm on a new medicine that makes it fall out some and feel like if it's shorter it won't freak me out as bad when I see strands come out lol Here's me now and here is the way I get it cut all the time lol but maybe a little longer than that.

enough rambling for now...won't say I'll be back soon (because we all know I probably won't lol) but I'll try ;)

OHHHHHHHHHH I forgot the best news ever! STINKY IS GONE!! He moved out over a year ago and the house smells sooooo much better! Can't imagine what that new apartment smells like *gags* just SO HAPPY HE'S GONE! A BIG thanks to Ken and Amanda for making this possible

Christmas is sooo close!

And of course I haven't done half my shopping :S I wish I had more time lol Every year I say I won't wait til the last minute and every year I lie to myself lol Fingers crossed I will be done this weekend!

Bella Ice skating with Alyssa

Bella and Ken, Daddys Dance 

Amanda and Ken...The look amazing!

Ugh Diabetes...

So Waiman got me an earlier appointment with his neighbor, my new Endo (Dr Bethea) and my lab results were good on everything (cholesterol, liver etc) BUT my A1c was 9.1! It's never ever been over 8 and is usually 7 or less..so I have some work to do. She decided not to give me fast acting insulin, instead she's giving me Invokana. It makes me pee soooooo much lol it's supposed to flush the sugar out of your body and has other side effects but hopefully I won't experience any of that. I did lose 8 pounds since my last weigh in from my GP...so thats a plus :) I guess eventually she wants me to stop the Lantus and up the Invokana. My numbers are looking good so maybe this will be the right med for me.

Soo..Christmas is sooo close :( I haven't even started shopping yet! I always seem to wait til the last minute blah. Maybe everyone will be getting gift cards this year lol Just need to win that lottery (or find that sugar daddy..not sure which is easier to get). Well, off to wake Bella and figure out what we're gonna do today :) xox

I really need to keep up with this :/

So we moved again...into a house not too far from Bella :) Still at Walgreens, although I'm not sure for how much longer lol. Still love working with them but the pay and hours have got to get better. Oh! Bella turned 12 last week and looks like she's 16 (YIKES) I so wish I could turn back the time and make her 5 forever lol

She started playing the flute and is in the morning radio announcements too (GO Bella!) She's grown into such a beautiful sweet  young lady. She added a few new members to the household too lol Harley and Jackson..they are adorable :)

So about me...I asked to be taken off the pills and put on insulin, so thats going ok so far. I go see an Endocrinologist in a few weeks so see if I need a fast acting also. Well..enough for now..Walking Dead time ;)

xox

Been a loooooong time huh?

 Well, I dunno what has changed. I guess we moved into an apartment since I posted last. I don't mind it, we're close to Bella so thats nice. Work seems to suck a little more each day. Hours being cut means paychecks are a sad sight. Can't depend on a sugar daddy and suppose I need to go look for something else. I just hate the thought of starting over completely *sigh*

 Bella has grown a lot, she seems to think that she's 16 and not 10 :S I don't want to see her grow up any faster than she already is! Here's a couple of her newer pics...

Hope it doesn't take me a year to post back here ;)

My Member of the Week pic from ZG

I was asked to be member of the week several weeks ago and was happy they asked :P Getting one med cut in half and one taken away completely was a big deal to me..I am working hard and I will get to my goal!